Sneakylittleninja

after a year of doing nothing, im starting something new. im planning on using my deviant art to display hair and make up looks I have done. I'm not as into the anime thing anymore. So most of my old deviations are still here, just in one folder. Stay tuned.

Lately, I've been losing everything that's important to me. And no, I'm not being dramatic. What am I talking about exactly? My friends. I think in the past few months, I've lost more then half of them and I don't know why. I doubt the people who I'm talking about will read this seeing as I think they're ignoring me. If I did do something, I wish I knew because I'd give anything to have them all back. It hurts me so much when I see them at school and they don't even look my way. I want to talk to them about this to their face, but I wouldn't know how to go about it. I'm awful at confronting people. And sometimes I wonder If I'd really want to

the beginning was fun. i rang it in with some really cool people and had a great time. until, that is, i discovered a bump. it's on my chest, its red and puffy and hurts like all hell. EDIT: So, I went to the emergency room on sunday to get my bump checked out. It turned out to be an abcess. and the doctors did have to lance it. THIS WAS SERIOUSLY PAINFUL!! The doctor numbed me with a giant needle before cutting my bump open. The abcess was drained and packed with a ton of this stringy stuff. VERY, VERY PAINFUL!It is gross to look at because part of the string dangles out of my skin to help it drain. I went back to the ER Wednesday and got